A Little Tiny Bit Of My Life

Job Hunting and currently other stuff in my life

2010-11-19T18:31:00.000-08:00

I haven't written in the blog for awhile already. Thanks to the encouragement from Suet, I am back.

Last i wrote about the pressures of doing the project and how it is driving my lifespan shorter. But guess what, through it all, I am very proud of my work. I managed to achieve First Class division for my GPS Robot. And due to this, I was invited to a brief photo shoot of my work and I. I was told that it will be published in the KDU Brochures of 2011 and also sponsored by KDU to head down to KL for a project convention/competition on the 30th of NOV. I am thrilled by the invitation. Lets hope that I will win any of the 5 prizes at stake with RM1K each prize.

While coping with the transition of a very busy 3 quarters of this year to a really carefree lifestyle after graduation, I find myself driving myself up the wall due to boredom sometimes. I tried to go travelling, went to Thailand, Singapore and Kl(twice). I had a great time in all of these three places. I tried to work on project for others and sorry adry as your's didn't work out like it should have in the end. Bumming around, going out hiking, clubs and etc. I am actually running out of ideas of what to do. I have lost the ability to enjoy such taken for granted freedom like I used to when I was younger. When we were kids, simple minded us would be able to find anything amusing and are able to occupy ourselves easily. I guess that I have to come to realization that I am hitting that maturity age of adulthood. Owh please, friends from overseas, please come back sooner to save me.

Well, right now, i am currently job hunting. I have been getting news that Altera is an excellent company and that is where anyone would wanna start their career. This definitely got me pumping. No reply from them yet. But I guess i will wait for another week before heading for other offers that I have received like Sony and etc. I find that working life exciting as you will be earning cash of your own but at the same time, there are thoughts of I am too young to work that lingers around. I will always reason to myself this, my mum is a single-parent who did an excellent job in raising me up for 10 years without a father at my side. She did her time and right now, she deserves a retirement to enjoy the rest of her days. This is the least that I can provide her after all that she had done. That is why I am determined to get employed when I am still at the age of 21. But me knowing myself, I am a greedy fellow when it comes to choices. I will go for the best offer and this has provided another headache for me as right now I have to weigh in the choices of jobs available and choose the one that is the best for me. I am currently praying to a higher power to present me with a job that fills or almost fills all my needs and expectations.

Please please, let me hear a positive feedback from this job hunting of mine. xD xD

Deadline, Pressure, Fear, Stress

2010-05-14T11:28:00.000-07:00

What do i know of these 4 factors? I never really know how these 4 are connected until i entered the final year of my course.

Now i am trapped in a world of fear. Waking up to a single thought, going through a day with that single thought and going to bed together with it. I dreamed for that day, the day whereby i no longer lived my life controlled by such fear. A day whereby i can smile and breath the fresh air and finally screamed I MADE IT.

I have a mountain to climb, the destination so far and unseen from where i am standing right now. Will i ever reach it? Will i ever get it if i were to let myself to be controlled by fear? If so, my logic mind would tell me that dream all u want, jiew, u will never get it.. ever...

So how do i move on to achieve that goal of mine. Ironically through this blog. Giving away a piece of me here to release myself a little from the insanity that i am facing. After this, i will strive even harder, drag my feet step by step just to reach that mountain peak. Again i ask, will i ever reach it?

If i give up on it, i will NEVER get it. If i were to at least wish or have some hope, i might get it. . . . . . eventually.

Ill make it up to her Next Time

2010-04-14T19:03:00.001-07:00

This is for a certain someone, if shes reading this, she would know what i am talking about.

Was really busy that week. My brainwaves are filled with GPS GPS GPS and i just cant get my mind out of it but she came back from Kl and invited me to a movie. Clash of the titans. Actually i watched it already with cecilia and kelvin. But its her, so what the hell, ill just go anyway, havent seen her in quite a while and yea kinda miss seeing her. xD

Well, upon reaching the place, i found out that wow, she brought quite a number of people. Lol. Well i dont really mind but throughout the movie, i just cant god damn concentrate on it. Everytime i see those bloody zeus high in the sky, it just BLOODY REMINDS ME OF SATELLITES! GPS = Satellites , get it?

The movie ended, and for some reason, i ditched HER and her friends ( of all people, her T_T ) to go back to the lab to test on the GPS. It WORKED! I was rejoiced! One brick out of my brain. But later on, i felt kinda bad and horrible. How could i have done wat i did. The old jiewy would do no such thing. At that moment, i realized that i have changed. I used to be carefree but now i am turning in a WORK DEMON but can i really blame my project for the changed me? I wonder, i cant help but wonder.

I need a break.

When she comes back again, ill make it up to her. Thats a promise. I mean its like officially written in this blog right..

Im back .. Miss me Miss me? ... Guess not

2010-03-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

Well, its been AGES since my last post.. Like seriously ages... 1 year? Plus plus.

Dawn of a new year and its filled with calamities already. Earthquakes etc... Whats going on here...? Is the Mayan predictions gonna come true? Ahh screw that, im too bothered to think about that. Its my final year.

Final year = final year project.

TITLE: GPS Robot.. I know sounds cool right.. But hell hard like hell to do.. Satan is definitely screwing up my ass here.. Oh well, the things i gotta face to get a first class..

I will post more on my project once i get things going..

Till now its just me getting the GPS Module, the GPS eval board and ummm the microcontroller.. Have yet to acquire the robot but im starting to get the GPS connected to the satellite.

WISH ME LUCK!

Sometimes...

2009-06-07T11:17:00.001-07:00

Sins And Regret

2009-01-16T04:48:00.000-08:00

I have just ran over a cat. The cat came out of no where and i just could not stop in time. I was filled with regret when i heard a sickening thud for a split second. From my rear mirror, i can see the cat struggling for a second. I immediately stopped and came out from the car. But, it did not move anymore. My worst fear had came true. I ran to the cat and found it motionless. There was blood coming out from the cat. I am sure that the cat is dead. As i stood there, i put the cat in a bag and brought it to a nearby river. Prayed for it and then threw it into the river. My heart was filled with remorse and regret. Never have i thought that i would kill a living thing or take away a life. Never... I did what i felt was right and logical. The cat has no collar. But it was a living thing, a possible mother or a companion for others. Although it was unintentional, i am still the one responsible for the death of that cat. This sin or burden shall be mine to carry forever. It will never go away and it shall never be forgotten.

I got owned by Mamma Mia...

2008-11-01T12:52:00.000-07:00

Hey has anyone watched Mamma Mia? Well i had actually. Twice! Frankly, i thought Mamma Mia was one of the most screwed up chick flick movie ever , well i blame the title of the movie. It just sounds awkward itself! I was proved dead wrong. I was forced to enter the cinema coz my sis already bought the ticket. Darn it was the first thought to hit me. So i brought along my Ipod along to prepare myself for the whole 1 and a half hours but i didnt used it at all. The movie was a fantastic, the songs in the movie totally play a big part. I am not going to go any further as i do not want to spoil it for those that havent watched it yet. xD .

HEY HEY HEY a few more days to go before we are going to have big reunion. I will bring my bloody camera this time .. Haizz i feel that the memories that i forged with my friends are slowly slipping through my fingers as i try to capture every minute... To all my friends , be reminded that i do think of you guys no matter how little time i spent with u guys, darn my hectic schedule.

Long time blog liao.. Now now updates!!!

2008-10-14T09:45:00.000-07:00

There are so many things i would like to note down in my blog. I guess i will start off:-

Dinesh Birthday:-

Was invited to attend his birthday celebration in Park Royal. Had a great day there. Once there, i met up with Malini and Heng Heang and i made a new friend, Vanila, Arun's daughter. Haha , well decided to have a jetski ride and my partner was Malini. She was screaming at me to slow down during the whole ride haha. Luckily i didnt go partially deaf. She was afraid of our jetski because it was rocking real hard(i did it on purpose.haha. else where would the fun be) Haha , then she took over the rider's seat and she went faster than i did eventhough she told me to slow down all the time when i was riding it. =.=" Lolz. On the other jetski, Dinesh was having a blast with Vanila. I have no idea what was going on but it was Dinesh who was screaming all the time when Vanila took over the wheel. The rest of the day was just about swimming and winning table tennis matches . Lolz still keeping my unbeaten run against Dinesh and Adrian . Lolz. Mr Dharma bought me a beer later on. Drank it while taking pictures with the others. Then we had a little naughty fun (those who are there will know what i mean). I am so not gonna talk about it xD.

Dota:-

Well, i am really happy to note down that i am currently a BgL-gaming member already. Just last week, went off to battle against nTl again. This time we had a best out of three matches. The first one was a horrible one. We got owned real bad due to wrong heroes drafted and also mouse problem. Then for the second match, the mouse problem was still there but we chose the right hero this time.We won but it was a hard-fought game. For the last match, we changed our mouse to better working ones and the expected just had it coming, we were totally the victor by the 20th minute. The only thing left was just putting the finishing touches in which we did. And so the day ends with a 2 - 1 win to BgL-FGo.

Deepavali:-

Haha. Deepavali is just around the corner. Just cant wait coz friends coming back and i am already planning on what to do. My first plan is to have a day of swimming and sauna and jakuzi in my aunt's condo, gurney park. House hopping my indian friend's house to enjoy the spirit of the festive day with them and etc. Cant wait for that day to come.

Birthday and Funeral

2008-09-20T13:16:00.000-07:00

19-09-2008

It has been such a great day that Friday. I was greeted with many well-wishers and messages flooded my cellphone with none other than greetings of Happy Birthday to me. Thanks guys i really appreciate it all. *feeling touched*

On that day, my sis decided to take me out to have lunch in the OBAKE-Restaurant in which many knew it as jailhouse restaurant. We wanted to get a place in the VIP cell room but couldnt and i placed the responsible and blame solely on Kevin that didnt managed to make it with us. Well, the one that actually made it was Joel. Haha we had a great lunch, and i made a Mistake by introducing Joel to my sis. *sigh* they are both taking the same course, Commerce, and started to gang up on me,the Engineer. Well i didnt mind much because i was having too much fun in both the environment and the food.

* i will upload the pics we took outside the restaurant, we are not allowed to take pics in the restaurant. awwww*

Then i laze around the house and taking a rest from lunch and started to do random things. Haha so i wont go into detail in that. It will bored u readers to death.

So dinner arrived and we had it in The Sire. It is a museum restaurant and really it is a museum. There are like 5 floors of antics and wow i was amazed because the concept of the restaurant was indeed creative and fascinating, well at least to me. I order roasted loin something *its actually australian beef* and my, does it taste great. It was probably the best roasted lamb i had so far. The environment was very cozy and soothing and it really the total opposite of the OBAKE restaurant i had earlier for lunch. Haha.

Then, i found out about the passing of my sayang-nephew's grandpa, Mr Teoh, the ex-president of the Wesley Church. So i decided to attend the funeral but mothers will always be mothers, my mum tried to prevent me from going because it was afterall my big day and I should not attend such functions on my big day. But i didnt care what day it may be because i believe that everyone should know how to prioritize on what matters and what doesnt. I may have many birthdays to come but the funeral is only once.It is either i attend it or regret for my whole life for missing out on such an important occasion. I knew that i had to be there for my young nephew and niece and their family regardless of what our religion may be. So i went to Wesley Church to attend the service and i think my mum was proud of my decision afterward.

We had services and sang songs of God in the memory of Mr Teoh. And this funeral really got my all emotional because i know the feeling of losing a father (my dad died when i was 12) and so i knew how hard my uncle was taking this. Nearly cried , i wouldnt deny that , but me being me, i just managed to control myself and stay strong. Afterall this is just a ceremony of Mr Teoh going to a place far better beyond this place. So we should be happy and try our very best to grief less(That is just my personal opinion).

So i went back home nearly 11 and i felt that i would not forget this particular birthday because it has been quite an unusual one.

*note: sry if this post doesnt seem connected , i am very sleepy right now and am just writing the best i could*

New job and a new hope

2008-09-17T11:21:00.000-07:00

New Job:--

Well i have taken up a job at KUMON, wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeee, teaching small kids can be fun. Passing down the knowledge, what such respect i get from the kids in doing so. That shall be my fuel to keep going strong in this job. Haha. Had my first shift on Tuesday. It was fun , dealing with cute chubby kids. Its fun!

New hope:-

Had a go at Huan Peng's team today at FTZ.

The overall match score was 1-1.

The first match went to them while the second went to us. I assume that they were full team. Well for us, we only had 4 of us. Our last didnt managed to come due to personal reasons. Anyway, we were lucky to get a replacement.

Anyway, First match:-

My team:-
Lion,Lina,Warlock,Spec,Potm

Huan Peng's Team:-
Obsidian Destroyer,Dragon Knight, Puck, Omni, Zeus.

We lost the match.

Second match:-

My team:-
Skeleton King, Queen of Pain, Zeus, Lina, Axe

Huan Peng's Team:-
Tidehunter, Lich King, Potm, Puck,Orge Magi.

The match went to us. xD.

A new hope for the team...

The Dawn Of A New Day

2008-09-14T09:33:00.001-07:00

For only those who has interest in DOTA. ("/)

I have recently accepted an offer from wei ming to be part of his team. The name of the team has yet to be finalised but i have a real good feeling about this team.

The rooster list for the team:-
1)MingZ
2)Dark
3)Applepaulotong
4)Jiewy xD <-- That will be me.
5)ShameZ

On the day, ShameZ and i accepted the offer, in a matter of hours, our services were needed as we drafted against Verge's Team. We only had one round but it was a convincing win.

The hero lineup for that game:-

My team:-
1)Magnus
2)Warlock
3)Skeleton King
4)Lion
5)Queen Of Pain

Against

Verge's Team:-
1)Priestess Of The Moon
2)Puck
3)Shadow Priest
4)Axe
5)(Paiseh, i forgot!)

Later that night, we had a go at nTL. We had two rounds and the first went to us while the second was a closely fought game which went their way.

First game hero lineup:-

My team:-
1)Earthshaker
2)Priestess Of The Moon
3)Zeus
4)Warlock
5)Spectre

Against

nTL:-
1)Tidehunter
2)Puck
3)Shadow Fiend
4)Lich
5)Juggernaught

Second game hero lineup:-

My team:-
1)Earthshaker
2)Lion
3)Priestess Of The Moon
4)Shadow Fiend
5)Lina

Against:-

nTL:-
1)Tormented Soul
2)Omniknight(The reason of our loss)
3)Queen Of Pain
4)Chaos Knight
5)Lich

Time management

2008-09-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

After exams, man it has been just barely a week and i can clearly see that my time management is horrible. Well lets see, omg my life is 50% controlled by the dota factor already. The story continues... After exams, there isnt much of a fixed schedule for me anymore. Its like i am really free no time constraint on anything. Is god really playing a practical joke on me? Everytime a fren ask me to do something at this time, i would say yes , coz there isnt a filled slot that period of time. Then , when the time for the task to commence, i would find myself not be able to do the task. I would find myself needing more time before i can actually start the task. Of course people will get pissed at me but its just natural for them to feel so. Thus, my resolution for next week, control my time management better!

*Sorry obi and phil, i know i have been late to games. Thanks for ur undying patience.

I got this from FONG BOON HOE's BLOG

What my name means:---

What Limjiewshang Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I wish all of the above is true especially the charming part haha.

Exams over and the story of what lies here and there

2008-09-10T05:59:00.000-07:00

I had my finals a week ago. Oh gosh , that week alone felt like a year. Gotta stuff in a year long knowledge into my puny brain in a week. But i need not worry. I had strong motivation from my classmates. Haha Thanks guys, you all have been helpful. Okie. Had 4 papers to get over with and finally it was over.

During revision time,Aussies Buddies Obi and Phil kept on calling me in the intervals of my studies for dota games. Well it was kinda annoying but it turned out to be a relief because by actually playing with them, i can relax and take my mind off my finals though we lost numerous times! After wrapping up the games, i felt refresh to continue. So they did play a little part in my crash course to pass my finals. Haha.

The whole finals thing lasted for 8 days. By the end of the 8th day, i thought i can get some SERIOUS rest. Addtional info:- For the whole 8 days, i only had 3 to 5 hours fo sleep each day for those days. Felt like an undead most of the time but the undeadness didnt end on the 8th day. It lasted for another two days more. Haha , this is because of PIGGY! (For PIGGY:- You know who you are) Well her friend needed help in their work, so i kinda volunteered to help. That means i am partially responsible . Swt ! Anyway, it turned out that i was a help in the minor stuff but the major part of the problem , i was a let down. Sad, probably it was because my brain was working at 1/4 of its capacity. I mean i was dead tired man. Lolz. Tried my best but i guess the toll is taking on me already. So the day when i finally got my sleep, i slept for lets see(2 am to 5 pm). Wow, its kinda weird to actually wake up in the evening and thinking wow morning today is so hot! Exceptionally hot! Dumb me not to realise that it was evening already.

Now, i have 3 months of holiday. What am i gonna do! What am i gonna do... This is a massive transaction here, From super busy to super not busy! Humm, i have no freaking idea but i just gotta go with the flow. HEHE!

Oh yeah ANNOUCEMENT! Roshan has left to BUDAPEST today! for his course for six years. Let us hope that he will do well there. Bye my friend , i enjoyed our CS sessions.

Hainan Delight! I dont mean food though... >.<

2008-08-25T18:09:00.000-07:00

My Other Side Of The Family!

Well, started my day, the expected morning routine and all. Waking up to silence of boredom, brushed my teeth, trying to get ready for the day, on9 and was ready to blog.Just like any other morning. Until...

I GOT MY ATTENTION DIVERTED TO THE RING BELL OF MY HOUSE.

I went out.

And was bolted to the floor.

I was greeted by so at least 8 to 10 people outside my house.

8 to 10 unknown people.

Unknown people?

OMG THEY KNOW MY NAME. They were calling out for me *sounds more like they are chanting it.* =.="

They are my family from HAINAN island. They came to visit. A surprise visit.

Why would they do that man? I mean i barely know them. Thank god i called my mum and got it verified. Feeling embarrassed. Because i felt that what i did was rude. I left them outside the house for like 5 minutes to call my mum to verified that they are my family from China. CHINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA . ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

CRAP >.<

But although we started on the wrong foot, but it ended well.We got to know each other and apparently one of them is my father's fourth brother. My dad was the youngest ,the 7th in the family. DAD, u left early and didnt intro me to my roots( i am so evil, pinning this on my in-heaven-dad). >.<

Thank god they have a tour guide! THANK GOD! HAHA AND HE IS NO OTHER THAN MY totally first-time-i-have-ever-seen cousin. =.=" i am so screwed, i dont even know my roots!!! and they have come to haunt me !!!

But imagine, getting visited by 8 to 10 people that are a total strangers to you but they know me. The feeling is weird... A notquite-thesame morning. HAD lots of hugs and getting to know each other. CRASH COURSE TO MY ROOTS IN LIKE WAT 30 minutes. Oh yeah. as swiftly as they came, as a flash they went away. And i still couldnt quite believe what has just happened. IS THIS FOR REAL? Pinch me pls someone.....POKE POKE..

Never let beatrice give names to ur kids in the future xD

2008-08-25T12:58:00.000-07:00

A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with three young mothers and their small children.

"You all have obsessions," he observed.

To the first mother, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy."

He turned to the second mom. "Your obsession is money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny."

At this point, the third mother got up, took her little boy by the hand and whispered, "Come on, Dick, let's go."

Getting played , real bad.... A nun and the bus driver

2008-08-25T12:56:00.000-07:00

A nun walks into a bus and sits behind the driver and says, "I have just one regret before I die,"

The bus driver asks "What might that be?", she says "I have never had sex, but I can't have sex with a married man or that would be a sin."

The bus driver says, "I'm not married"

The nun says, "I have to die a virgin so I will have to take it in my ass".

Being the only two in the bus they went to the back and took care of business.

When they were done the bus driver says to the nun, "I have a confesion to make, I am married."

The nun says "I also have a confesion to make, My name is Tom and im going to a costume party!"

Peeking into my history.

2008-08-25T12:31:00.001-07:00

I have an undying love for music. Seriously. This is my personal favourite. Giving u people out there some music FLASHBACKS!

COOLIO - Gangster's paradise.

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realize there's nothing left
Cause I've been blastin and laughing so long that
Even my mama thinks that my mind is gone

But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it
May be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of
You better watch how you talking, and where you walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk

I really hate to trip, but I gotta lope
As they croak I see myself in the pistol smoke, fool
I'm the kinda G that little homies wanna be
Like on my knees in the night
Sayin' prayers in the street light

been spending most our lives
Living in a Gangsta's Paradise
been spending most our lives
Living in a Gangsta's Paradise
keep spending most our lives
Living in a Gangsta's Paradise
keep spending most our lives
Living in a Gangsta's Paradise

Forgot the situation, they got me facin
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the strip
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams

I'm an educated fool, with money on my mind
Got my ten in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a loped-out gangsta, set-trippin banger
And my homies is down, so don't arouse my anger, fool

Death ain't nothing but a heart beat away
I'm livin life do-or-die ah, what can I say?
I'm twenty-three now will I live to see twenty-four?
The way things are goin I don't know

Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and me

been spending most their lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
been spending most their lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise

Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's running, but half of them ain't lookin
What's goin on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cookin

They say I got to learn, but nobody's here to teach me
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me?
I guess they can't -- I guess they won't
I guess they front that's why I know my life is out of luck, fool

been spending most their lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
been spending most their lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
we keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise
we keep spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise

Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and me
Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and me

Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and me
Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and me
ah ah ah ah ah ah

Bloody hell, blogging is fun!

2008-08-25T11:45:00.000-07:00

As i said earlier on in my first post, feeling kinda lonely since friends left for studies but fear not, i still have joel, jae sean, roshan,kevin and a couple others more to look after one another. Never knew blogging would be such fun. In just one day or less, i am writing quite alot already =.=". nut case.

I am freaking out... Finals is just a mere hours away and i am totally nervous. Crap! Would this affect my performance in the papers? Yes absolutely! Jiewy calm down... Get a drip over yourself, it will be fine, afterall i just need to pass the paper. First year not included in evaluation of my degree. WTF! Why i am so worked up over for this whole year for? Should i do my best or just pass?

Boys and girls, a teaching for u guys out there. NEVER EVER have such thoughts, u have a duty to perform! Perform it with the best capabilities that you have or dont even bother taking a shot at it. xD xD xD

Dota.

2008-08-25T11:03:00.000-07:00

Dota, Defense Of The Ancients. Many who knew me would often start of their netcity experience with me. No i am not a game addict, i consider myself a Dota fan. Since sch was over, my Dota experience grew. Why? Well if u are out of sch, sports lessen up for u. I find that many will agree with me but of course there are some who will defer.

Well, as a Dota player, i would say that it is pretty much a very complex and fun game. No no it isnt just about carrying ur hero wasting 1 hour each game waiting for the throne to be destroyed. You have to experience it yourself to know what i mean. I am sure i am not the only one that possess such views but many out there who are loyal to the game.

There are much left to write on this topic but i would discontinue from here on. Haha. Why? Coz whats to be said next cant be described as mere words but rather experiencing and feeling it by yourself. *Practical practical*

Finals

2008-08-25T06:53:00.001-07:00

The finals of my last semester is just tomorrow, i should not let my grieve stand in my way. ARgh! Come on! Study Study Study!

A loss of a friend

2008-08-25T06:30:00.000-07:00

You never know if u are an annoyance to others until they lash out at u. In a shocking moment later, u find urself in another world, a world of unknowingly unpleasant surprise. Wow! I found a friend that i love to chat with, share many things with. Laugh together, argue together and enjoy the good and bad times together. People say they grew up, they changed. That part was true, painfully true. It just amazes me that that friend of mine would grow up unfondly of me in such a short time, i mean this is gotta be a record. LESS THAN HALF A YEAR! I would want to talk to him/her and he/she would want to talk to me. That was the past. I guess that he/she forgotten that. It only takes one ONE 1! leashing out and thats the end of it. All the good memories perish in a wave of unforgiving fire burning the images even more quickly that a tsunami can hit the beach. Sadness and grieve fills me, but this is life, u gain some, u lose some. There isnt anything fair about it. Its just the way of life, the circle of life, the way things are. That friend wasnt the best of my friends but that friend was a friend that i could share my thoughts, ideals and jokes with. If you find a friend who is annoying you, just tell them that you dont like it, dont lash it out or keep it your heart, whats the point? By keeping it in your heart, its like collecting a wave of energy in a box to blast it out at the other party. Whats the point of doing that?

Would we reconcile again? I guess it would be up to him/her but things would never be the same again, would it?

First post ! yeah!

2008-08-25T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hie, this is my first time blogging although i have yet to know what it means to blog but i bet that i will soon find out. I would say that life after 18 years of mine wasnt really an interesting one and due to the lack of creativity from me, i doubt it will change any time sooner.

I have many friends in my life, met many people but i am still eager to meet more to learn more about variation of people in this world. Many of you will think after having said that could not possibly have a boring life. Well, i categorized my friends and the friends that i am interested in or mix around more often are quite minimal. I am a very choosy fellow in that aspect. And now, i am feeling kinda lonely right now, well most of my friends are off to another place to follow-up their studies and i am one of the few that stayed behind. *feels depressed at certain times* thanks to technology, i am able to keep in touch with them. thanks god! i miss them alot and most of the time.